The Viva

My eyes are all swelled up today. My skin seems all rough. It was the second successive night that I didn’t sleep.

Last to last night I was busy working on the sales and distribution project, which I did really seriously and was content after working on it. However, last night I was supposed to study for the viva that was scheduled for today. Oh! Don’t even ask, I screwed it!

Why?

I was up all night, but I just didn’t study.

What was I doing?

Nothing, I don’t know!

The lunatic is in my head…

I had my laptop on the entire night, with John Mayer singing bold as love, free fallin’, In your atmosphere and gravity, repeat on repeat. It showed me online as well, but I just wasn’t talking. I was to study, you know. I had my textbook beside me as well, but resting on the pillow, not even bothered to be opened. It’s a boring subject after all.

There’s something in my head, and its just not me…

I’ve been really disorganized lately; and need to catch up on a lot of things, just like cleaning up my room. Its in such a mess right now. Time, it seems is running off. My mind and my heart have indeed failed to be synchronized lately. And I hate that. Oh! Excuse the over-exaggeration of the ‘cleaning up my room’ thing.

Last night I just looked at the ceiling and was actually wondering…

What have I been upto lately? Not an introspection really! But just, you know!!! It’s been a nice weather last couple of days, I hope it gets to rain heavily in the following days. And yes, I’m waiting for the weekend already.

Oh and of course the viva went something like this:

Sir, may I come in

Yea come come

Whats your name?

Sir you forgot me? Charu Consul

Oh ya Charu Consul, the honorable Consul General of America

Sure Sir

So the loan that a bank gives is an asset or a liability for it?

Ummm Ummm….

asset or a liability?

Sir, it is an asset for the bank which becomes a liability if not paid back on time, ummm ummm, I guess…

See, you should be more clear when you answer

Sir, its an asset only.

Ok what is Non performing Asset…

Blah blah blah

What is CRR and SLR

Sir, blah blah blah

Ok what was your name?

Sorry Sir? Charu Consul

Oh ya Charu, Ok go!

You bet how agitated I’m right now. And I have a test tomorrow as well. More the marks and more the stake.

The YOU

And, you trip,

Oh! there you fall,

you do, what you don’t really want…

whiskey blues, whisky blues, whisky blues!!!

The HE

And, he thought, it was an end of the road,

to the one that perhaps lead nowhere,

He saw no light, and found no hope,

happiness, he believed, came at a price…!!!

R.I.P. Michael Jackson

‘The king of Pop’ is what he’s popularly known as. He’s gone.

Michael Jackson dead at 50. A sad moment, really!

Although Michael Jackson, if we think of today became synonymous with plastic surgeries and other allegations including sexual assault had hit his name badly, but he still stays one of the most entertaining person ever born on earth.

‘Forgive and Forget’ is how ‘The Time’ justifies this dark moment. My facebook homepage is full of R.I.P.’s and sad status updates.

Michael Jackson, had indeed made me shake a leg and sing along a lot of times in the past. But I would like to mention a conversation I had with Baharul this morning about MJ’s death.

<my gtalk status said: MJ >

Baharul: MJ’s gone! I had a friend in college who thought MJ was God!

me: I have many such friends

B: God is dead..

me: this is how we learn na!!! everyone dies, but god!!!

Michael Jackson, I’m sure will be alive in all of his fan’s hearts. I’m sure.

R.I.P. Mickael Jackson.