Being Mean

Yesterday you might have been the sweetest person on earth…

…but today you are the meanest!

Letting Go!

Because when you’re thinking of letting go,

even someone else is!

All things must pass!

We love cribbing! Don’t we?

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So as far as the update goes, I gave my first mid-semester exam today and felt restless the entire duration of the test. So as I left my seat on submitting the paper, I scribbled over my desk right… below my name…. SCREWED! Indeed!  :)

Exams do not motivate me now! Its been ages that it did anyway! Specially here in Calcutta, I just do not get the ‘feel’ to ’sit’ and ’specially’ study for the exam next day. Doesn’t happen. I have a couple of exams tomorrow! Few hours from now already!

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Picked up the book a while back! Two chapters done! Its like a drop in the ocean, but feels good! So I thought I’ll take a break!

Check Gmail! No new mails!

Check Facebook! No new comments!

Check Twitter! No @charuconsul

Check Blog! Ok I’m here now!

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I’ve been thinking and ‘w-o-n-d-e-r-i-n-g’ about a few things lately! Firstly, of how much our lives have changed in the past two years! I’m in no great school right now, but still the last two years have been a lot of learning! Ofcourse outside the class!

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I’d written about how expectations were good! And that we should, as humans, expect from each other! I do not believe in ‘you-are-my-special-friend’ or ‘you-are-my-best-friend’ theories anymore! Its crap! Telling somebody that ‘you-are-my-true-friend’ sucks all the way more! Friend? True friend? Special friend? Ohh ok! Give me a break! Isn’t a friend! A friend! In a world where most of the relationships are primarily built on interest! Once the interest is lost, or diluted, the essence of relationships diminishes! Reality Check, my friend!

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I hate to hear ‘out of sight, out of mind’ kind of quotes from people! Specially when they talk of friendship or relationships! You guys need to get a life! Really!

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In continuation with the expectation bit, One should only expect from their parents, their partner and their children and nobody else! It doesn’t help! It surely doesn’t! Not that I want to say that its a really mean world and that you should just do things in your self interest only! But one shouldn’t die one’s own life expecting to get a part of someone else’s! Here I would also like to say that one reason that I feel proud to be in India is that we are taught and made to practice family values right from our childhood. Its amazing!

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Another thing that comes as a learning is that one shouldn’t waste away life in jealousy! Or as I like to say here, denying that you were jealous! Easy said than done, sure, but one SHOULD NOT get jealous of just any other person! Im f**k**g jealous of Bill Gates, not this other friend of yours that you talk to!

‘Chhota Munh, Badi Baat’

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Life goes a full circle! Always remember that! Take out some time for yourself tonight! Tell that person that you love like hate. Tell the person how much you miss him/her!… Gyaan… Make that phone call! Send in that SMS!

F**k**g gyaan? Stop thinking about it then!

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All things must pass! All things must pass away! Sigh!

All things must pass away- George Harrison

What Facebook has done!

Some random status updates on my homepage yesterday…

Anonymous: What is the syllabus for …. marketing?

Charu comment: What Facebook does to people! Sigh!

Comment: First 10 chaps!

Charu comment: Get a Life!

 

Anonymous: Its 1 at night and I want to eat something? Any Ideas?

Comment 1: Maggi!

Charu Comment: NAILS!

Comment 2: Sandwich?

Anonymous Comments: @Charu : What were you thinking?

Charu Comment: What Facebook does to people! Sigh!

P.S. Mid semester exams begin tomorrow!

The WHYs!

I look into those eyes each day, each night!

and I ask the same old question why?

I hear nothing, the way it has always been!

As I lie down tonight…

I look at the ceiling and ask myself… WHY?

I hear nothing! The way it has been!

 

And not like the times before
From yesterday comes tomorrow

The Irony

And when I think it’s an end to the road…

I read the sign-board saying “you’ve come the wrong way”

And so when I search for alternatives…

Another one says “U-turn not allowed”